THE AUTUMN; ONLY SEASON IN MY WORLD.

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Dearest cutie,
It is really hard indeed to make my survival in this world without you, by my side sharing the same path wherever I walk,looking to the same direction towards beautiful surrounding of the Nature and making the best time that ever happened in ones life.I feel you are no more in this world and in my world too,you have gone far and fled to the world of marriage to which I would not reach without person like you to accompany to live in it.

I wander like a lonely cloud floating in the air of summer sky without true destination, without you I do not have any dreams and hobbies. Forget about destination, but I remember it whenever something charming around me reminds of you, since I knew you were my true destination. I give description of my life 'meaning less 'without the person who is meaningful to me, without which I cannot appreciate the beauty of the universe.

I am trying not to remember you, but if you understand what it means, it does not mean I stopped loving you. Absolutely not! But the deal is when I think of you, it really hurts  me. The moment I miss you, your thought run across my body from head to toe and the moment I know that you are no more in my life, I feel afraid how shall I live my rest of life without person I really desire to be with.

I still remember you; I still miss you and I still have feelings to be shared with you. My words are left undisclosed to you and now it is too late, you were gone forever without having little time of you to spare listening to my heart words. For whom I shall share this to. Without you sitting beside me listening to what I wish to share with you, the words in my heart melted into tears and it is very pitiful to loss words on the soil in the form of solution. If you are still with me in my life, I have many words to tell you. If you understand me, now I do not have the freedom of expression and I feel it is not the right thing to say 'I LOVE YOU' from the depth of heart without your presence right beside me under my loving arms.

As much as I love you,I wonder how it happened all to me-I had to love someone so much who was no more in this world of mine.  

karma.
I walk among the thousand people,
Still loneliness does haunt me.
I hope for her face among the crowd,
And I knew The Autumn;only season to me.


Thanks.Nchbkarma.blogspot.com



Comments

  1. Ugyen Zangpo29 September 2014 at 06:24

    so emotional doss...it has nearly drawn tear from my eyes...Love it....

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  2. KINDNESS IS THE GREATEST WISDOM29 September 2014 at 08:58

    thanks for reading dea ,doss.i think it really touched you.isn't it?

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  5. Unknown29 January 2015 at 12:11

    wonderful and awesome writing Karma...i really enjoyed going through and keep the spirit!

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