Feel my place.

Geographically,it is plain everywhere with the less growing tree and I could see many settlement just around the premises of college.The mountain-less environment and land just with less tree types such  as eucalyptus, manually planted cypress tree and many small flowering shrubs.The camaraderie and the atmosphere inside the campus is so peaceful with many squirrel running up and down on the tree and the playful scene of male and female pigeon just near the window and veranda.But recently the new construction of sport stadium in the adjacent of our hostel is robbing away my sleep right from the beautiful dreams with the sound of Mixer,drilling machine and with the mechanical noises of many other machines that evolved in work early morn.And the wide sport ground near our hostel brings many student to play different kind of sport such as baseball,football,volleyball,cricket and handball making the ground as uni-sport ground.

I can watch them all; laborers working continuously at the construction site,gardener busying in the flowery garden and the numerous student playing ecstatically in the ground during the weekend.Though I enjoy watching them play,work and gardening, inside the deep of of heart and back of my head the bold black question mark always stand strongly giving me the sense of unsatisfactoriness with my life and letting my larynx to dry up.Why I go so emotional when I think about the nature of the world and too briefness of the world?And why I have to walk behind strangers every morn?Why the world inside me is so insecure and awaited?

when the weather here goes so sad the swift lightening strikes followed by the crying of the sky with thunders of pain that sends the waves of it across the plain area contradicting not my inner weather and nobody will feel the extra noises It provoked for me,the more cold that gives to me and the real fear it planted into my feeble nerves at its acme.