Wednesday, 11 November 2015
Tuesday, 10 November 2015
Who am i ?
This is the question I often ask to myself whenever I am alone, whenever some mysterious things happen to me coinciding to my intriguing thought; why I exist here in this mysterious cosmos? and whenever people around me reacts badly to this and positively to that simple deed of mine.
But no matter how much I contemplate on it, no matter how much I query myself innumerably, and no matter how much I search into every nook and corner of my heart literally; I did not get the answer that leads me to the abode of self-realization. The more I ponder over it the more complex it become to me like the complexity of the Emptiness in the Buddhism. This is the confusion-provoking query where the Emptiness is related to it and negates the most common and ordinary answers to the question. For instance, if I say that I am student, but I am not student without teacher, not king sans citizen, not father without children, not boyfriend without gal-friend, not winner sans loser and not topper without person behind me. I am nothing without all those elements.
And then the answer is I am empty, but the emptiness is not empty, and emptiness is not nothingness. It is that I am empty of complete myself and you are empty of full you.
Then, who am I? The contemplation on this question that makes you journey inward is the meditation which I think that the true answers will give you positive energy to understand Emptiness ultimately.
My answer for this is I am DEVIL.
If I kill other living beings, if I think bad to other and if I speak bad to other intentionally to make them lower and without knowing why I speak that particular words.
If you ask this inquiry again and again and if you are doing this deed, you will come to know that you are devil.
And some day you will change yourself because you would know you are bad, through this contemplation. (you' here refers to me also)
Saturday, 2 May 2015
Saturday, 28 March 2015
The bitter regret
A regret walks into my soul
Abode, my soul became to him.
He grew and grasped my soul wholly.
My thought feeds him pretty well
I'm the one dead man walking.
On the Ghost's soil of loneliness
The memories were no sweeter.
He plays no music sweet and soft.
Speaks no words of inspiration.
OH! it is unbearable.
He invaded my soul.
Like lasting solar eclipse
But people concern solar eclipse.
Yet I hear her prayers.
"You are my best son.
Let you get fulfilment.
Of dreams you aspired"
Then Held my giraffe head up.
To see the Northern star sparkling
Never to let it down
To watch yellowish grass dancing
In the atmosphere of solitude.
This poem expresses about our mind which would bring many confusions and sorrows if it is not untamed and unrealized. Every confusion, regrets and sorrows come and become stronger which would also lead to suicide. All this happens due to lack of realization of our mind. We are the creator of the sorrows to our-selves. This poem also emphasizes that even in the ocean of sorrows there is one being who concerns about you, that is your parents though you sense a negligence from the people around you. and the poem Also expresses many personal thoughts and emotions.
This poem expresses about our mind which would bring many confusions and sorrows if it is not untamed and unrealized. Every confusion, regrets and sorrows come and become stronger which would also lead to suicide. All this happens due to lack of realization of our mind. We are the creator of the sorrows to our-selves. This poem also emphasizes that even in the ocean of sorrows there is one being who concerns about you, that is your parents though you sense a negligence from the people around you. and the poem Also expresses many personal thoughts and emotions.
BY...karma...the last poet of BhutaN
Wednesday, 4 March 2015
Feel my place.
Geographically,it is plain everywhere with the less growing tree and I could see many settlement just around the premises of college.The mountain-less environment and land just with less tree types such as eucalyptus, manually planted cypress tree and many small flowering shrubs.The camaraderie and the atmosphere inside the campus is so peaceful with many squirrel running up and down on the tree and the playful scene of male and female pigeon just near the window and veranda.But recently the new construction of sport stadium in the adjacent of our hostel is robbing away my sleep right from the beautiful dreams with the sound of Mixer,drilling machine and with the mechanical noises of many other machines that evolved in work early morn.And the wide sport ground near our hostel brings many student to play different kind of sport such as baseball,football,volleyball,cricket and handball making the ground as uni-sport ground.
I can watch them all; laborers working continuously at the construction site,gardener busying in the flowery garden and the numerous student playing ecstatically in the ground during the weekend.Though I enjoy watching them play,work and gardening, inside the deep of of heart and back of my head the bold black question mark always stand strongly giving me the sense of unsatisfactoriness with my life and letting my larynx to dry up.Why I go so emotional when I think about the nature of the world and too briefness of the world?And why I have to walk behind strangers every morn?Why the world inside me is so insecure and awaited?
when the weather here goes so sad the swift lightening strikes followed by the crying of the sky with thunders of pain that sends the waves of it across the plain area contradicting not my inner weather and nobody will feel the extra noises It provoked for me,the more cold that gives to me and the real fear it planted into my feeble nerves at its acme.
Thursday, 26 February 2015
Believe in yourself:It can be done.
Here are the some stories about the person who had believed in themselves.It is very inspirational at the same time it is intriguing and I hope it would do the same thing to you all my beloved readers.Have you ever heard or knew that;
-Albert Einstein who was denied in the teaching post had made the syllabus to be taught in the institution by all the teachers in the world.
Michael Jackson, the seventh child of Poor African-American couple became the superstar of the millenium.
Pele,A boy born and grown in a slum became the King of the football.
Sachin Tendulkar was the ball boy in the 1987 WC became the most famous in cricket player.
Muhamad Ali,A black kid in the dominance of white became the champion of champions in Boxing.
JK Rowling, the woman who worked in the cafeteria had written the Harry Potter,the famous movie series.
Walt Disney,the man who drove ambulance in Red Cross had created the the most famous Mickey Mouse.
Dr.Ambedhkar,who was once really suffered being one of untouchables,later touched the trillions of heart due to his belief in himself.
Mahatma Gandhiji( often refered to as Bapu) had become the father of India.
Florence Nightingale treated many soldiers during world war,she was also the girl who inspired the IDEA OF Red Cross.
A sister became the Mother to all,wiped out poverty of the many souls.
Oprah Winfrey, the neglected child became the philanthropist and the philosopher.
Genjis Khan,the nomad became the world Conqueror.
Spartacus was the slave who kept the legend after his life.And the Napoleon Bonaparte was a soldier who became the renowned emperor.
And lastly the Siddhartta,Ran away from the beautiful palace,leaving beautiful wife behind and leaving the post of king in search of truth to sufferings of the Samsara.Later he became the Enlightened one,the great teacher who flourished the Buddhism in the whole world and became the king who turn the wheels of Dharma.If you have selfbelief you can even disappear your body and control your soul.
The Biggest strength OR the biggest obstacle is Belief.The above mentioned people are all like us,they had a dreams like us and they had faced the tragic of the life as we all do.Yet the only different is they didn't believe in fear and abnegation easily rather they dare to chase dream and they believed that they can be more than what it is now.
Start today itself,believe yourself and chase your Dream.It is your turn to think and chase.
Thanks.nchbblogspot.com.
Monday, 16 February 2015
The hidden mystery tears-From the cutipies's diary
When the heart need solace,company and when the body needs sustenance and the mind needs consolation.Such times propagated tears,perhaps Oh tears ! My dear tear.You are born from the depth of my heart when the things do not turn right what we think and expects.
You come out from my two eyes like a water drops from the cut pipe.And I did not wish for your stoppage of flowing.Oh my tear! you are dear.you are only the one who knows my bitter sorrow and my sweet gladness.And only you know the mysteries behind my pain and only you know why you roll down my cheeks.
You washes my pain and takes it away with you on the earth,you are the nourishment to my calmness and you are the soluble form of my sad feelings.I am sorry my dear tear some thing is really not right and it forces you to come out and drop on the soil.No matter how miniscule you is, you will be soon high up in the sky to be the part of humidity when the evaporation takes place.And I must say to you 'Never fall back on the earth again'
Saturday, 14 February 2015
When you will be called happy person.
Every single minute of your stay in this samsaric world seeks happiness through both emotional and material point of views.But how much you seek through such aforementioned, you cannot be a happy person and satisfied because the human mind has everlasting desire for the material and the right emotion.When I say right emotion here, it is the emotion or the feelings you gained minuscule happiness through the positive comments of other people around you whether it is true or false anent you.Some may be trying to flatter you and some says truth what you really is.But whether it is true or false the impact on your mind will remain for the short period and the glowing feelings you gained via it would soon perish into your heart and the bad feelings do same.So, I mean to say here that your mind has no limitation and it would desire more and ultimately you will not uncertainly end up with maximum sufferings.As simple as that when you are really satisfied with what you have and when you do not desire what you do not have and after all you knowing that you will never get those emotion and the material,then what is the use of expecting and desiring desperately for it?.The main cause of of worries and ado are the expectation,fear and suspicious feeling that has just seems to be attached with your nerves.And that can be separable and avoidable through your right thought without any expectations from other person,by believing your self the fear can be destroyed and through study and reducing your ego and breaking away open the hardest cocoon of self-centredness will surely wipe your suspicious feeling that causes fear in your mind.
So,I can say that person who is satisfied with what the life offers them and leads life in ease without frustration and complexity.And the person who is kind,I believe that the person can be kind enough when he is satisfied with who he is and what he own.And logically the person who is kind will be happy person because he is kind due to lack of jealousy and bountiful of joyfulness.
Thanks .Nchb.bnlogspot.com
Tuesday, 3 February 2015
Unsent Letter 2.
Dear
TUE, 9th, Dec,
2014
Today I feel
very happy because I notice at each and every blink of an eye the importance
you represent to me and the strength you transmit, so that I can face whichever
obstacle without fear or insecurity. You are gorgeous and adorable, capable of
making me realize how good it is that your presence makes me grow and transform
into a better person, capable of turning dreams into reality and make the
result of those dreams. My life without you would lack meaning, lack sense.
Without you I would be nothing but a wandering errant searching for my path
that could lead me to the happiness’s door. But with you around, by my side,
close to me, I am certain of having made the right, safer and the romantic
choice. Gazing endlessly into your deep yet sweet eyes, I realize the tender
and pure light that pours from your heart and soul. I shall never let this very
feeling to perish. I love you. I didn’t say it to you thinking that I am the
most worthy boy to you, I wrote to you because I am also capable to give you
real, humble care and pure love. There is only single answer to the question
why I smile even I am alone when I enter my room? Because, the angel fell so
near to me. That is you. I have only one life in which I met you, my only one
girl, and at this coincidental condition if I do not show you my true and pure
love. What would my life will be. It will be meaningless.
I will not wait for you
Since am running after
you
I will not die for you
As I want to fight
obstacles
The mystery behind the untitled Picture
I capture thee with the film of my eyes
Inside the cotton frame of my heart
Dwells like a unknown sound in the wood
Like a untitled painting in the old museum.
I see thy clear face and crystal eyes,
whitish jeans and bluish jeans coat
Fitting you perfectly to glisten back to film
The one I want to recapture thousands.
Yet the darkest background as nightfall
Provides no ample stories of the picture
Albeit, I recapture hundred time
The darkest background,it always there.
Nonetheless,I want to recapture thou
Before the dusk and breaks other day,
After knowing more than thy eye-fulness
That shows the background titled and vivid.
nchbblogspot.com thanks.
Sunday, 1 February 2015
The Stupa turning to Unholy.
Our forefathers had built the stupa (choeten) breathtakingly across the country with their great devotion and respect.They had collected the least accrued penny to buy the relics to be placed inside the the stupa to make it more sacred and holy.They had no machine to plain the ground,no machine to break the stone while they build it.It was built and erected gloriously in every viewpoint wholly with their strength provided by the poorly nourished diet such as cooked corn powder(cho-chan) and the curry they matched with it was chilli with no spices to be added.Besides paying heavy taxes on land,house and cattle they served numerous labor taxes and they had even carried firewood and ink to the Dzong(fortress). The life of our forefathers would have been so hard with full of heavy taxes in terms of economy and physically labor taxes in every newly building fortresses and renovation.However they had preserved our culture and they did not vandalize stupa albeit they hardly got three meals a day.
But now the nation in the hand of this generation is becoming sick.Wherever I go I could see the stupa where mischievous person in-sanctified and vandalized.It would have been the sacred place once our grand father had prayed and respected by putting off their hat whenever they passes the stupas.But now his children destroys the holy structure by taking out relics to be sold to the foreigner's land.Forget about the respects,about putting off hat in the premises of it like our great father did once upon a time and praying,in lieu of it now the children destroy easily using clover .Is it caused by poverty or greed?
In this generation our country became the epicenter of the miracle earthquake that mostly affects the numerous olden stupas and takes out relics out of it.Before destroying the sacred place of grandfather,respects and devotion of your ancestors,before vandalizing the stupa with the notion to sell the jewel of our own land to other, think thousands.Beside facing problems in this life,It is also sinful to vandalize stupa in Buddhist context and the Buddhist believe that the doer will be in Dorji hell(dorji snyel WA) the extreme realm of hell after its Death and you will never be reborn.
Thursday, 29 January 2015
Angel fell so near to me
Angel fell so near to me
Like a flower to the Bee,
At night It is mystery
Without line of her originative Story.
She worn hair silkily black,
Drives in craze when looking Back
When I sight to her eyes
I ain't want to tell her byes.
Like the eyes painted by god painter,
Not even seen ere in any Gal.
Her sounds;Musical and sweeter
Not even heard from spring Nightingale.
Angel fell so near to me,
Tell me what to do,Mommie.
For whom on this earth, she came?
That Idiot shall certainly get fame.
nchbblogspot.com
Wednesday, 28 January 2015
Unsent letter 1
Dear.........?
This is letter to you written just for you with my real care and I am writing it only for you so that you will always have this as permanent reminder of how much I truly love and care you. It’s important to me that you know my pure love before I go out of your life and before this togetherness ends.
Whenever we’re apart or anytime you feel sad and when things aren’t going right, you will always have this letter to read and re-read to remind you of just how much boy like me care about you. And you will know no matter what life may throw at us now or in the future, my love will always be there for you pure and true. No matter if it takes my whole life, I will wait for you to show my love is true and pure and it is important for me to show it before the time send us to different part of the land. It’s my main dream and wish that will remain throughout my short life. But wherever I go, I will never forget my love towards you because my love for you is strong to face obstacles that may try to come between us. Nothing is so important to make me happy; not money, not pills, not expensive lifestyles or fancy clothes. The only I need is you in this world and with you the world is Heaven again with full of angels and without you, what is the meaning of my life? Actually it is unbelievable and embarrassing when poor boy like me really fall in love to the beautiful, kind girl like you but nothing left for the poor creature other than real pain hidden inside that kills me day by day. Sorry for loving you and showing it suddenly to you out of surprise. Because, I feel afraid to lose you in front of my very eyes. This chit is written just for you as a gift from me with the pure love from core of my heart, so that you can read in the future when the things doesn’t go right with your Ideal man and just to remember your guy who loves you more than any other man in this universe and more than his life-force.
This is letter to you written just for you with my real care and I am writing it only for you so that you will always have this as permanent reminder of how much I truly love and care you. It’s important to me that you know my pure love before I go out of your life and before this togetherness ends.
Whenever we’re apart or anytime you feel sad and when things aren’t going right, you will always have this letter to read and re-read to remind you of just how much boy like me care about you. And you will know no matter what life may throw at us now or in the future, my love will always be there for you pure and true. No matter if it takes my whole life, I will wait for you to show my love is true and pure and it is important for me to show it before the time send us to different part of the land. It’s my main dream and wish that will remain throughout my short life. But wherever I go, I will never forget my love towards you because my love for you is strong to face obstacles that may try to come between us. Nothing is so important to make me happy; not money, not pills, not expensive lifestyles or fancy clothes. The only I need is you in this world and with you the world is Heaven again with full of angels and without you, what is the meaning of my life? Actually it is unbelievable and embarrassing when poor boy like me really fall in love to the beautiful, kind girl like you but nothing left for the poor creature other than real pain hidden inside that kills me day by day. Sorry for loving you and showing it suddenly to you out of surprise. Because, I feel afraid to lose you in front of my very eyes. This chit is written just for you as a gift from me with the pure love from core of my heart, so that you can read in the future when the things doesn’t go right with your Ideal man and just to remember your guy who loves you more than any other man in this universe and more than his life-force.
With love.........
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
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