NOTHING GOLD CAN STAY

Every thing on this anthill is under the voiceless order of the nature of impermanence and nature of life.Albeit you are born with silver spoon in mouth,one day you will grow old and obviously have to enter through the door of death leaving the world,beloved ones and unfulfilled dreams behind.You cannot take accumulated money when you die,you will be definitely lonely man passing through different tragic scenes without single subject accompanying you.That time the only important is merit that you have accrued during your brief stay in the world.You can take merit with you when you die.The accumulation of merit is very much essential part of our life,without it I can describe even the richest man's life meaningless and unworthy to continue journey without interest in the accumulation of the merit.

Never lose hopes in accumulating merits.Respect every types of sentient being whether they are animals,pathetic,strong,weak,poor,rich,ugly,young and old.Sacrificial and backing up to others life is foremost, from which can gain merit even horse cannot carry on its back(new version: even the biggest ship cannot carry it). Never let yourself to distract by the changes and the alteration in the world that alters you internally by the sorrows and the happiness intermittently coming to your mind and when all this makes you tired in the journey of your life.

Live a life even if you are in the down in the dump and on the peak of enthusiasm.Try to show smile to others even if you feel very low and you are in booby trap.Happiness and sorrows,victory and victims are not always yours.Happiness too will pass,sorrow too will pass and leave you free.You are just watcher when these all goes with passing of the time.The time brings it to you and also it will take it back whatever it brought to you.Wait for the time to heal every thing.

Think of the moment of the defeat and the sorrow.Are they permanent?Definitely, the answer is no.There were friends in the past,they had gone and there are friends at the present and there will be friends in the future they too will leave and will be under the command of the nature of life.

Though your life is at grey existence and even it is full of hotch-potch and ado,do not end taking your life by yourself in the wrong time.Let the time to take it at the right time,suicide is not the solution, it is the beginning of the problem.Never think the suicide is the permanent solution,absolutely, the suicide is the mistake but the committer is not alive to know that it actually is mistake.Neither bad nor good will not always be part of you because,your body itself is made up of the external impermanent subjects.

The world itself is impermanent,forget about the people living in it.So live the live very good till the time welcomes you through the exit of the world.This world is place for all the people rich and poor,ugly and beautiful,strong and weak.This world is full of wrong competitions as if everything has license to live eternally.Wise man will always compete for the accumulation of the Merit.The only special gift you would take to the Lord of Death.

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THE CLEVER BOY

When one of the ancient king was visiting to comb village in search of stunning boy,he reached to one poor boy's house."What are you doing?"the king asked as he looked to boy.And the boy answered,"I am guarding house".

Again the king asked,"where did your father go?"he replied,"My father went in search of eyes,my lord"

Again the king wanted him to tell where his mother was.The poor boy gave reply that his mother was gone out of home to search Stomach.

The king was surprised to all his answers and to analyze it,he stayed with poor boy.In the evening before twilight was swallowed completely by the night,his father had returned to house with the load of sandal-wood to light home at night and at the same time his mother had also made to home with food .

The king was impressed to boy's peculiar expression and he felt happy as he made journey back to the palace.

The day after king reached to the palace,he called poor boy to palace and handed  him two Golden eggs.And the king said,"Between your house and my palace there is bridge,from that bridge,if you cross with two golden eggs,there is peril of breaking down bridge,and also if you cross without golden eggs the danger of   breaking down bridge will be still there"." And even if you carry only one egg while crossing the bridge,the bridge will break down.You shouldn't cross the bridge keeping two golden eggs together,carrying only one and you shouldn't cross it without golden eggs".The king ordered poor boy.

The wretched boy replied,"O key,my precious Lord"as he received two glowing golden eggs and turned to come back to home.As he reached adjacent to the bridge,he grabbed one golden egg by right hand and another by the left.Then he was steadily crossing the bridge as he threw one egg up in the air,other remains  with one hand.So, he finally succeeded in crossing the bridge by throwing up in the air and when the right hand's egg fell down again,he threw up an egg of the left hand.

By keeping one egg in the hand and one golden egg in the air,he made to home safe in ease without any obstacles carrying two bright golden eggs with him.

And when the king heard those about the boy,he thought the boy was over-clever and the lord had stunned by the boy's brilliance.So,the king called him back again to the glorious palace and made poor boy a renowned Minister.

translated to English from dzongkha folk-tales

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LETTER 2: POVERTY OF THE SOUL

Dearest cutie,

Today is the very lonely day, I really want you to be with me sitting right beside me under my loving arms. The day seems to be very long that I cannot pass it wearing smile on to my face; since, today the howling of the wind seems passing your message to me and the romantic love songs reminds me of you.

I find many reasons to miss you dear, you are beautiful and kind, humble and innocent, and the scenario inside me drives me crazy and lead to miss you desperately. When I watch buzzing bee trying to rest on the red beautiful rose, when I see two flowers bloomed fully in the same pot and when I see birds flying in pair across the beautiful space under the bluish sky, I miss you when these all-beautiful scene draws my attention towards it and realize how much I desire for your companionship.

Dear, I am desiring you the most, when I watch young lovers walking together hand in hand, giggling to each other and at the same time when they gaze upon each other's face. Do you know how I feel at such very moment? If I share to you, at first it really drives in the fancy world where world is too small just you and me. But the moment I know immediately that it is just a fancy world, I feel sharp pain.

Desperately, my soul is hungry for you. From the day I realized that your power of eyes is equivalent to mine, my desire to live with you is not a small but the greatest agony. 

Every morning, I walk to the class among the thousand people but why I feel that something is really missing from me?And why I still search for your face every moment when walking among the crowd albeit, I know that I shall not see you walking along .Why? As much as I desire for you, I wonder how this all happened this typical situation to me and how my life is ruining with the word 'IF'.

Some time I feel that somewhere you are also missing me, this very feeling makes me to smile weakly for a while. But the notion that you would not reach me in a reality to offer me your sweet companionship makes me to feel down in the dump.

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KARMA.

THE AUTUMN; ONLY SEASON IN MY WORLD.

Dearest cutie,

It is really hard indeed to make my survival in this world without you, by my side sharing the same path wherever I walk,looking to the same direction towards beautiful surrounding of the Nature and making the best time that ever happened in ones life.I feel you are no more in this world and in my world too,you have gone far and fled to the world of marriage to which I would not reach without person like you to accompany to live in it.

I wander like a lonely cloud floating in the air of summer sky without true destination, without you I do not have any dreams and hobbies. Forget about destination, but I remember it whenever something charming around me reminds of you, since I knew you were my true destination. I give description of my life 'meaning less 'without the person who is meaningful to me, without which I cannot appreciate the beauty of the universe.

I am trying not to remember you, but if you understand what it means, it does not mean I stopped loving you. Absolutely not! But the deal is when I think of you, it really hurts  me. The moment I miss you, your thought run across my body from head to toe and the moment I know that you are no more in my life, I feel afraid how shall I live my rest of life without person I really desire to be with.

I still remember you; I still miss you and I still have feelings to be shared with you. My words are left undisclosed to you and now it is too late, you were gone forever without having little time of you to spare listening to my heart words. For whom I shall share this to. Without you sitting beside me listening to what I wish to share with you, the words in my heart melted into tears and it is very pitiful to loss words on the soil in the form of solution. If you are still with me in my life, I have many words to tell you. If you understand me, now I do not have the freedom of expression and I feel it is not the right thing to say 'I LOVE YOU' from the depth of heart without your presence right beside me under my loving arms.

As much as I love you,I wonder how it happened all to me-I had to love someone so much who was no more in this world of mine.  

karma.

I walk among the thousand people,

Still loneliness does haunt me.

I hope for her face among the crowd,

And I knew The Autumn;only season to me.

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I UNDERSTOOD LATER, THAT THEY WANTED TO PEE.

It was one of the sunny warm day last year,i went outside feeling little bored of being always in the room indeed it was also the boring stuff to walk alone, i continued my walk alone and aloof past the corridor,past down the gloomy stairs and the vehicle parking area.

The day afternoon was young and bright,beautiful and warm and the gardeners were working in the flower garden that runs around the playground.At that time i was not only the one who went for walk there were also bunch of students sat together receiving the warm pat from the rays threw by the afternoon sunshine.

I walked across the sandy football ground and took my place at the grassy part of the ground,i sat there basking the sunshine and receiving the unbiased warmth of the sun as says 'The sun shines both rich and poor alike' .i was reading "UGYEN ACADEMY SOW VOLUME III"as reading is one of the  option that makes the lonesome man's world little charming.As i continued to enter into the charmed world the two women came to me telling something that i could not understand and my brain couldn't interpret what the woman said.

She told me something very hard to understand since i am not fluent in Hindhi language. May be she had spoken in Punjabi language.I was very puzzled and lowered my bulky head down to the gloomy soil just to see a yellow grass piercing up the top soil without even the patches of green grass. The two women were repeating the same words that was beyond my interpretation.

Blood flushed across my face and i was brought back from the charmed world to the world of confusion but the woman still continued to speak,this time i heard 'bathroom'and i guessed may be they wanted me to send water through pipe that snakes in the ground which i could not make out where it ends.Were they really wanting me to do that?to send water to pipe somewhere from the bathroom.

Immediately i said i didn't understand."Nahi samaj ta hai" .The sweeper said,"Bathroom,bathroom".

I repeated i didn't understand till she called one of the gardeners to speak for her to make me understand.No sooner did the man walk towards me then i understood what she had intended tell me,i interpreted at last.It was a simple thing but bit funny,they wanted me to go to other corner of the ground while they answer to the call of the nature.

I stood up suddenly carrying heavy head on to weak neck ,headed to hostel past the group of smily middle aged gardener and i never looked back again to the two women.

Ha ha ha thanks_Karmanchb.

i knew the value of language.